my little sis...

antara 2 bnda hidup y ak paling syg lam dunia ni..
hehe dieorng ni nkal sgt..tp ak syg gler kt dieorng cz dieorng adik ak
xkn ak nk syg adik rumekk ak lak kut..haha
y belah kiri2 adik ak y bongsu..drjah 2 bru..tp mulut ngalahkn bdk u..
die ni amat la ske brckp dan mnyanyi..
pas2 manja cam rumekk ak..haha

y ni lak adik ak y no3..
die bru form1..
tp prngai matang mngalahkn ak y umo 21 ni..
die ni lbih bnyk mngalah ngn ak..hehe
y speselnye bdan kteorng 1 size tau..kbiasaannye ak kan dpt kejutan budaya ble blik umah cz mndapati seme bju2 ak y ader lam almari hilang..dak ni slalu rembat bju ak mse ak xde..
hehe tp ak xkish..jnji die hepi..akpn hepi..
ble die da bsar ni..bnyak bnda y kmi share toghter..mslah ak mslah die jgk..mslah die..mslah die la..haha
ak cyng sngt ngn budak 2 org ni..ak hrp dieorg kn jd adik y bguna u ak..haha

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my deepest appreciation...

The hardest part of any friendship

is when it is time to say goodbye,
and even though I wished I could make you stay, I know I got to let you spread your wings and fly...

thanks to all for this memory..pejam celik da 3 thun kte bsmekn.. bnyak kngan yang xmngkin dpt kte lupekn... kehidupan ni mngajar ak erti sbenar persahabatan.. jtuh,bngun kte bsme.ak xprnah rse sepi cuz kwn2 slalu brada dcc..pas ni mungkin ader d antra kte y xkn brsua muke trus.pe y ak hrapkn cme y trbaik u korang..em sedih lak rse. hdup ni mcm da sebati ngn kehadiran korang..tp tbe2 je ak kn khilangan korang.hmmm..8(..nt kwen jmput ak tau..ak xjniji akn prgi..tp ak brjnji kn slalu mndoakn kebahagiaan korang..wlaupun dr jauh..

to Jalilah, Tieha, Dinie, Nabil.. thanks for being a part of my life..

ja..ak xkn pnah lupe knangan kte mse klas madam z..hehe..thanks cuz bnyk brkongsi rasa dgn ak..mung seorg kawan y baik..

ateh..mung mmg best!!! wlaupun dlm sdih mung msih blh trsenyum..that's so special about u..ak xkn lupe prangai gler2 mung y buat ak jd biul nk lyan..haha dinie..em so many things we had shared together.dr sem 1 ag smpai la skrang..thanks cuz xpnh penat nk dgr kisah ak..em n thank you so much for the support. Abil..mung mmg best..ak sdih ble ingt knangan kte lam kls madam medi dlu..huhu.mung mmg ratu klu bab2 grammar..jgn wat xingt nk ajk ak time mung nikoh..ak cop dh nk jd ngapit..hehe

to Farah,Zu,Anis,Yana,Ezzah,Fad... thanks 4 everything..

:::futsal interfaculty:::

farah..ak syg mung.huhu..kekgi xleh dh la ak nk dgr cte mung.
zu..kekgi mung xleh dh la mr jln blik ak..huhu..kekgi mr jln kt umah ak je la eh.
anis..make sure mung beki jln umah mung sblum mung jmput kteorg time mung nikoh kekgi
yana..hehe thanks cuz slalu mngempkkan n mnghappening kn kls kte.u rock!!
ezzah..thanks cz jd sorng kwan y bek..
fad..em cayang fad..nt kte g bundle bli skirt sme2 ek..hehe

to k.ina..hehe thanks cz bnyk ajar ak tentng futsal..

to fiq...hehe thnks cuz jd sorng kwan y bek..fiq mmg best..ble tgok nabil ingt fiq..hehe

to all guys...
thanks for this sweet memory..

pali,megat,syafiq..thanks for the transportation.walaupun ak xtumpang megat n pali u blik kelantan..tp ak nk ucapkn trime ksih bg pihak kwan2 ak..hehe.syafiq thanks eh cuz bg ak pinjam moto mung mse nk g beki bju annual dinner ak..hehe.ku kenang jasamu d dlm doa kudusku..

yeng,ayie,ainul,hamdi,jack..

thanks cuz pnah buat ak knal erti prsahabatan..korang mmg best..

nash,roy..korang mmg happening..cls xkn der mkna tnpa korang..kekalkn ke'cute'an korang..

to my special friends.... izzah,bie,intan,yann...

izzah..thanks cuz jd sorang kwan,anak yang bek..mama xkn lupekan ank mama ni smpai ble2pn..tabah la hadapi liku2 hdup ni..ssungguhnye dunia luar jauh lbih kejam u kte hadapi..mama xkn lupe memory kte skelas dlu..

bie...thanks for everything..thanks for the support..for the advices..terlalu bnyak kngan kte stat dr sem 1 ag..kalau ayong nk cte skrangpn blum tentu ble kn hbis..thanks cuz trime kkurangan n klemahan ayong..

intan..kte bnyak prsamaan..cuz krn i2 kte slesa brsme..awk mmg kwn y bek..sy xkn pnh lupekn kngan kte mse kt blok khawarizmi..hehe..kte suke brsme2..ngis brsme2..thanks

yann..dlm bnyak2 nme kt ats2..ak pling sush nk describe tentng mung..bnyk sngt bnda y trbuku lam hati ni..xmampu ak nk luah pe y trpendam.ckup la mung tau mung adalh sbhagian dr knangan aku y xmugkin ak buang dr hdup ni..sjak dr sem 1 ag smpai skrang..bnyak bnda y kte kongsi sme2..thanks a lot

kepada rakan2 y ak xsebut nme kt atas2..em bkn la krna ak xsyang n xingtkn korang..tp ak da kkeringan idea..pe y ak nk ucapkan cume bnda y sme...

thanks a lot n..
sory for what i have done to u..

video ni was produced atas prmintaan jack..slepas brpuluh2 kli recording..akhirnye terhasil la video y ak kre ckup worth u ak tnjukkn kt ank,cucu ak nt..hehe

For life is a journey that needs to be travelled
and I am certain you'd make it through,
I just want you to know and never forget

that I will surely miss you.

Follow your heart and never give up,
as dreams and wishes do come true,
for I know that someday we'll meet again,
so never forget I will be praying for you.

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Yang bisa berkata-kata
Yang mengerti episod cerita itu

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Mereka berkata..

pernah mereka berkata2..
cinta mereka kerana rupa..
namun ianya tidak ke mana..
kerana rupa kan dimakan usia..

pernah mereka berkata2..
cinta mereka kerana harta..
namun ianya tidak kemana..
kerana harta kan kehabisan jua..

pernah mereka berkata2..
cinta mereka kerana kuasa..
namun ianya tidak kemana..
kerana kuasa tak kekal lama..

kini aku berkata2..
cinta itu untuk apa..
ingin dimiliki namun tak daya..
kerana manusia pandai berdusta..
kata cinta dalam berpura..

kini aku berkata2..
cinta itu tetap ada..
namun tak mestinya jadi empunya..
pada cinta yang tiada pastinya..

kini aku berkata2..
biarlah menyinta kerana Yang Esa..
kerana kita tetap miliknya..

cinta abadi hanya untukNya..

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sakit..

sakitnye..
ble hati dkhianati..
sakitnye..
ble hati ddustai..
sakitnye
ble mnyayangi pd y tak sudi..
sakitnye..
menahan derita sepi..

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GuD ByE mY LuV..

Your touch is warm, like the love I bear for you.But my hands are cold,as I wait alone.I want to hold you, to feel you near me....Your breath on my cheek.But I am alone.I hear your voice in my head,As sweet as birdsong.If I could, I would whisper in your ear how much I love you.How much I care...But I can't. For I am alone.Whilst I wait, the treetops twist and turn in the wind.They call out your name.My body is cold.But my heart is warm with the memories of what once was.I want to run my fingers through your hair,and hold your body to mine...But I am alone.Alone in this cold.Alone in this life.

GuD ByE mY LuV..

tHiS iS tHe TiMe To EnD eVeRyThInG..

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Warkah buat abah..

I watched a small man with thick calluses

on both hands work fifteen and sixteen

hours a day. I saw him once literally bleed

from the bottoms of his feet, a man who

came here uneducated, alone, unable to speak the language,

who taught me all I needed to know about faith

and hard work by the simple eloquence of his example."

-- Mario Cuomo

Tepat jam 4 petang aku mendapat panggilan telefon dr umi..umi cakap sakit abah makin teruk. Umi harap aku pulang cpat cuz leh gantikan tugas abah buat smentara waktu. Maaf umi..along xbleh nk blik lg skrang..nt esok,luse lps project paper siap along blik..!! abah sbnarnye skit gout..tp sblum2 ni skit abah xteruk mcm ni. Dlu pling trukpn kaki abah bengkak je.tp still bleh jalan. Dah hmpir sbulan skit abah dtang lgi..ari khmis lpas aku blik rumah..keadaan abah masih stabil. Walaupun trpksa gnekan tongkat u bjalan tp abah msih nk g kedai. Kata abah kita bekerja xleh harapkan org lain. slagi kte mampu kte prlu brusaha. Ble lihat ksungguhan dan kgigihan abah...hatiku jd sebak sendri. Ak xmungkin jd stabah abah..xpnh fkirkan mse dlm mncri rezeki..seawal jam 6pg abah dh ke pasar bsame umi u cr sayur dan lauk u kdai kami. pukul 8pg abah msuk ke pjabat..uruskn hal2 pejbat lak. pkul 4ptg abah bke kdai...pling awl kdai tutup pn lam kul 2pg..ak xbleh nk byangkn cme brape jam shari abah brehat. tp abah xpnh mngeluh. 2 hari lepas aku dkejutkan dengan pnggilan telefon dr umi..kata umi abah dh xblh bjalan terus. abah trpaksa mengensot untuk brgerak. Ari ni plk..umi ckap bengkak d kaki abah dh mlarat smpai ke lutut. Ak xtau sbb pe abah jd mcm2..ak cme blh brdoa moga abah kmbli sihat dan ceria seprti biase.Amin......

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